Sunday, November 15, 2009

steadiness is good...

but not always...

i need to move forward...

while all i do is standing still...

one side of my heart says i got to do something real...

the other side says that i'm doing just fine...

my logic crashes into pieces...

while my hearts battling each other...

it's simple...

but it's also complicated...

cursed, i am...

if this keeps going on...

because the pillar of my being is starting to rip apart...

and the place where i need to go is not yet on sight...

much work to do...

many miles to go...

i wish i had another...

to push me when i'm stuck...

to drag me when i'm down...

another with whom all of my journey will end...

another with whom i will lay beside under the earth...

with whom i share my thoughts...

with whom i share my life...

but nobody's here...

and nobody's there...

have i to look for that one?

don't know how...

don't know where...

will it be too late when i finally found her?

hopefully it won't be...

as for now...

not much to do...

just live each second...

and try to make it worth...

because it's me all along...

and it will still be me in the end...

alone or not alone...